this is MY blog.
it's full of my random rantings(pun unintended).
hahaaha. xD
just read lah.
Monday, June 19, 2006haha. nahhhh... dont say i nv blog okay. photo-blog can. xD btw i'm going to develop photos for e vball board soon!! so exciting! xP
me and zhihui. xD
6/19/2006 05:56:00 PM
haha. xP
6/19/2006 05:12:00 PM
some random training day.
6/19/2006 05:04:00 PM
J2s. xD
6/19/2006 04:58:00 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006National Schools A'division Girls Champions 2006
we did it!!!! we finally did it!!! the championship is ours! xD we worked soooooooo hard for it. sweat, tears, blood, skin, saliva. all the 'secret trainings' we had after sch on non-training days and during breaks, all the pole-jumping and v-shape crunches we did, training on a public holiday PAID OFF!!! we have come so far.. from being aimless to being psyched up and our hunger to win just keeps increasing after every match. step by step, we conquer each and every hurdle and picked ourselves up when we fell. today was the last stretch.. and we crossed the finishing line together as a team - WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!
most importantly i think we played as a team and we are really strong mentally. even with the lack of supporters(compared to the ny crowd), we still manage to 'silence' the ny crowd. xD i'm proud to say we deserve it!
i want to thank all of you - chunli, cheryl, shimin, laytin, kailin, zhihui, chen zhuo, sophia, xinyi, ming yi, shuhui thanks for being my teammates. =))
i <33 u guys TRUCKLOADS!!!
5/17/2006 11:06:00 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006happy CNY!! haha. okay the cny hols are long over BUT cny is not over yet! xD haha. hmm.. my angbao count is as usual not alot. but nvm lah.. haha.
sch celebrations were about the same as last yr. but i think the new year spirit is there!! haha. LOADS of photo-whoring as usual. cld have taken more just that my camera battery went dead. x\ check 'em out(points down)!! i didnt go back to bp this yr cos 4+1 gang cldnt coordinate a time to go back tgether. yeap so we're meeting up this wkend!! x)) i'm going shopping with my bro this saturday!! yayy! xD bet there's plenty of post-cny sales going on! bwhhhaha! anyway almost everyone said tt the new year cookies my mom n i baked were delicious!! haha. mayb can make more n sell next yr.. hah.
we had PE today. running as usual.. nxt wk we're going to go macritchie to familiarise ourselves with e terrain to gear ourselves up for x-country. feels like an excursion lor.. got bus to take us there. haha. btw x-country is on my birthday!! 15 Feb for those who dont know(ahem!). ohh! n mr hoo peng han aka shortie is a relief PE tcher in HC now!! haah! so shocking to see him today during PE lah!! wahh.. being a relief PE tcher is damn slack eh.. and the pay is quite good lor. so shuang!! xP
ohh yes those who want the photos just like ask me to send to u on msn or something lah. haha. yeap!
gong xi fa cai!! xD
2/02/2006 04:22:00 PM
me and my angel! xD
2/02/2006 04:21:00 PM
me and wenyen(my swim+run kaki)!!
2/02/2006 04:12:00 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006another week's over.. sch's been really fun for the past week(xcept for e fact that i still gt plenty of unfinished hol hmwk). we started our senior and junior class angel&mortal thingy. haha. i'm confirm a nice angel/mortal lah. write nice letters and give nice chocolates. i think mayb only shawna can qie me lah. hahaa! being a J1 is so funn!!! seeing them play wargames brings back memories! i dont understand why such a meaningless game can be so fun lahh!! xP campfire ytd was GREAT! i wore the rg uniform. =)) i was SUPER tired ytd reach home at 12plus with a VERY VERY tired ankle. had to go for training at 8 today lor. ohh... and now even on saturdays we have to alternate our use of indoor court with the netballers lah! mrs chan damn INefficient lor. nv even bother to fight for our rights. x\
been to a few training sessions since sch reopen. sigh! i'm damn lousy lah. i'm so slow and sometimes i find myself unwilling to go for the ball. x(( this is BAD. and my jumping is pathetic can. aaarrrggghhh!! i hate myself sometimes.. really dont know what i'm thinking when i do something lor. sometimes i wonder if it's really my ankle, or is it just me?! stressful eh... i cant wait to get back my form immediately lah! i want to make more contributions to the team. i wanna be a mainstay!!! xS must JIAYOU!!!!! i hope i'm mentally strong enough to overcome all my physical limitations..
1/14/2006 10:04:00 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006aaahhhhh!!! my tagboard is like flooding! haha. just like how everyone is repeatedly telling me to eat more!! xP okay okay. i'm eating more now lahhh... anyway update on recent events:
1. i decided to drop physics cos mr gow is still our physics tcher and physics to me is like tamil. x\ but i'm still an unofficial 3-subber cos i hvnt even take e drop sub form. haha!
2. i have TONS of unfinished holiday hmwk! shldnt have listened to tallie that e tchers dont bother to go through hol hmwk. must pia tmr! x((
3. i ran for the FIRST time in more than 10weeks since my ankle injury on thurs! only 2 words to describe it: damn slow.
4. i have 2 junior classes. 06s63 and 06s6B. haha. i dont mind the crowd!! xD which means i have 4 angel&mortal letters to write.anyway playing games with them is soooo fun!!! making them do the stuff that our senior class made us do. damn shiok. haha! i hope they had fun too! xD
5. i have been late for sch for 3 times in 4 days since sch reopen. haha but i got away unscathed.
6. poor priscilla broke her toenail!! tong bing xiang lian lor. =\ nvm we will both be back stronger than ever!! even though cycling is torturous we shall endure!! xS
7. i HATE taping my ankle!!! it hurts like hell whenever i have to remove e tape. aarrrggghhhh!!!! its like a cheap form of waxing lah.
8. i went for actual training for the FIRST time today!! it felt GREAT!!! even though i'm jumping at a height of only 5cm, super slow at covering and nua at serving. must JIAYOU!!!!!!
1/07/2006 08:41:00 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005update!! loads to update. okay let's see. i've been to my first physiotherapy session since my cast removal on thursday and it was okay. i saw this cute caucasian during physio!! xD he was there for physio too(duh.)! his was a knee injury though. looks more cham than mine. =X anyways doc says i can go swimming! yayy!! i'm going swimming with pris n mayb joan(she hvn reply me) nxt thurs! xD i'm planning to go swim on tuesday too. swimming anyone?! haha.
anyways i FINALLY'sort of ' went shopping!! HAHAHAAAHHHHHAAAA!!!FINALLY! notice why i said 'sort of' is because i only went to bp plaza on thursday and causeway point today. BUT it is an improvement ya?! i ate at Fiesta for lunch with my mom n both of us ate like more than 40bucks! i was soooooo full that i felt nauseous after eating n felt like puking all e time. i tried to puke like thrice but nothing came out. ugghh. spoiled my shopping mood. plus, my leg hurts abit so had to go home early. ugghh! i realise i really slimmed down eh. my skirts are hanging loosely at my hips and i have like a flat butt!! =\ not really what i expected leh. i didnt expect to lose weight but i did and i'm like 47kg now. hmm. i'm in a dilemma! so is it gd or bad?!
12/10/2005 10:37:00 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005HAPPY CAST-REMOVAL DAY!! 28th Nov is a day to be remembered.
it's the FIRST time in 4 weeks my left leg has seen daylight..
it's also the FIRSTtime in exactly 6 weeks and 2 days i WASHED my left leg!!!! =)) (yuck. but not that i wanted it to happen.)
hahaa. i was so happy to wash my leg!! i gave my leg a good scrub to exfoliate all the dirt and dead skin cells(gross) and then slap on my favourite moisturiser to moisturise. xD anyway my leg is much much better as compared to 4 weeks ago. still a little swollen and there are still bruises on my ankle. i cant really walk yet lehhhhhh..... -whines- and my muscles have shrunk due to the cast and lack of movement. it's so nua now that it just 'dangling'. remember the scene in 'Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets', where Harry's arm was hit by a jinxed bludger during the Qudditch match against Slytherin and then Lockhart tried to fix Harry's arm but made his bones disappear instead?! my calf muscles looks something like Harry Potter's arm without bones. =\ oh and the doctor says i need 3 months before i can go back for trng lah.
anyway a big THANK YOU to those who visited me during my 'immobile' and close-to-bed-ridden days. haha. Love ya guys loads!! <3 i'm still quite immobile now so yar, i think visiting days will be extended. xP
11/28/2005 11:46:00 PM
Friday, November 18, 200510 more days.. yayy! 10 more days, that's right! TEN more days and it's adios to my cast. =)) i am soooo looking forward to 28 Nov!! xD so dear friends of mine who thought of visiting me shld do it quick!! hahaa.
i hope my efforts to eat less and do ab exercises everyday has paid off! i really hope i dont gain weight(which is really hard i think..) but i hope at the VERY least, maintain my weight. yeap, keeping my fingers-crossed. and also i hope that after my cast is removed i can at least walk normally. i dont expect to be able to run(seriously), but at least i can go shopping?! xP haha. and go swimming too! yeah.. then slowly get my fitness and vball skills BACK!
rawwrrr!!!! i cant wait!! xD
let my suffering end...
11/18/2005 09:50:00 PM
Monday, October 31, 2005devastated. yes u heard me. i'm DEVASTATED. sighh. e sight of my mangled, purplish, swollenankle totally freaked me out. i'd rather have a pig trotter for a leg(ok i'm just kidding). but seriously, a pig trotter looks better than my ankle.
my determination of not putting a hard cast wavered at the sight of my ankle. then i totally gave in. i broke down, cried, sobbed, wailed.
uggh. THREEMORE WEEKS in a cast THREEMORE WEEKS of bathing with a plastic bag wrapped arnd my leg and balancing myself on one leg like a flamingo. THREEMORE WEEKS of nua-ing arnd watching dvds, risking having myopia and becoming FAT. THREE MORE WEEKS before i can even start running, or mayb even walking normally. THREEMORE WEEKS = 21 days = 504 hrs = tt's a HELL lot of time.
god help me...
10/31/2005 09:33:00 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005boo!! today was my first attempt at sch. that is, my first attempt to walk with crutches. haha. tiring i must say. but i thoroughly enjoyed it. xP i dont think anyone wld understand my plight: imagine staying at home, sitting in front of ur TV watching stupid programmes or dvds, or just slping, and eating non-stop. it feels GREAT to step outside lahh. i think one day i'll go mad and crash my TV set or something. =\
anyway i decided to go to sch cos i thought we had pw presentation, last chance for me to practise in front of my class. BUT pw was as usual zuo bo period. i shld have known. i feel like some freak in sch today. i mean, WHAT LAH?!! nv see ppl pai ka with crutches before meh?! esp when i walked through the canteen, some ppl just blatantlystare, while some others still had the conscience to shun their line of vision away whenever i looked at them. well i just hope i still look good with my cast and crutches. hah! xD
our class won2nd for inter-CT squash today!!! great job guys! =)) i was full of envy looking at everyone playing, running about in the squash courts. aaaaarrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! if only i could play.. i think i can easily win most of the girls lah. tskk.
yeap then it was halloween night! i think it was ok lah. i cldnt go for the haunted tour cos it was much too unconvenient. so i spent my time watching 'scream'. actually i was basically freaking out at most of the parts(i suck at watching horror movies). haha. quite fun freaking out though.
anyway everyone's nice and helpful to ms pai ka here today so i'm happy and grateful to those who helped me!! yayy!! thanks alot ya. hope u guys wont find my a nuisance. x\ without all of u i'd prolly have died falling down the stairs or something. esp just now when it was raining, i had soooo much trouble getting to my mom's car lah. must thank chunli and jielong for being my 'support' to climb up the steps lor. my right leg going to beng kui from all the jumping le. ohh ya! Hwa Chong is super not handicap-friendly lah. i cld have died hopping arnd on those stairs. uggh.
oh yes! sorry to spoil the surprise that u guys(vballers) wanted to give me by visiting me today at home k!! haha. appreciate the thought lah! =)) i'll jiayou and get back on both my feet soon!!
10/27/2005 11:36:00 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005<3 heyyaa!! i'd like to thank EVERYONE who msged me, asked about me, wondered where did i disappear to, visited me, talk to me on msn, tagged on my blog and called me to ask about my ankle.
THANKS FOR CARING!!!! <3
special thanks to wenyen, samuel and freddie for skipping chinese lessons and trng(actually u all also dont wanna go one lah) to visit me yesterday.
anyway please do not be misled by pris's tag k. i am eating VERY normally. in factSUPERnormally(haha). and i'm nt doing 100 situps a day lah. i do crunches and some other stuff that i can do. haha. and i'm NOTanorexic or bulimic k. so dont worry lah... i'm too unoccupied at home except to eat. = calling out to all who have time to spare: please visit me whenever u guys can k. i'm soooo bored sitting arnd just staring at my TV that my legs are stiff(pun intended). get it get it?! haha. yeap, VISIT MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
10/25/2005 10:03:00 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005ironic. yes this is soo ironic. quoting my previous post, 'i think i'll die during trng tmr. confirm.' well i didnt literally die(thank god), but i think it was comparable to death. i guess by now quite a number of u guys would have known what happened to me(wow! bad news travels reaalllyyy fast). i tore the ligament in my ankle during trng last sat. stepped on shawn(not tallie)'s foot. i'm quite positive i didnt step over, but it really doesnt matter now does it?
-sigh-
the hospital was a traumatic experience for me. i went to NUH btw. when it was finally my turn, the doctor and nurses took turns to press my ankle to see like which part of it hurts, then the doctor decided i needed a jab to reduce the inflammation or somethings like tt. OHMYGOD!!! i literally freaked out! and i cried cos the previous jab that i got during operation to remove the corn on my foot hurt like HELL!! i was trying to brace myself for it, thinking the nurse would be jabbing my ankle or something. but no. the nurse started wiping alcohol on my THIGH. oh shucks!! then i really beng kui lor. i think i was really hysterical during the process. but actually it didnt hurt abit. but after the jab my entire thigh muscle was sooooo tense that i cldnt even bent my leg. eff. i was lying at the emergency ward for like at least 4hrs. during which i had my x-ray done(the male nurse speaks funny. haha.). did u know before an x-ray u have to declare that u're not pregnant?! hahah!! i was so bored that i decided to do crunches on bed. but i stopped cos i thought i looked like a retard. =\ then there was this old aunty who fractured her shoulder cos she tripped and fell. oww.... then there was this indian old lady who was making moaning noises all the time. i overheard that she wasnt able to retain any food or liquid she consume then she puked up to 10 times a day!! x\ eww.
anyway my ankle is in a cast now. its bloody heavy. now i know why brucie needs crutches(btw i'm using crutches too). =\ i know its no use whining now but WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! I WANNA GO FOR TRAININNNGGG!! I WANNA PLAY INTER-CT SQUASHHH!! I WANNA GO RUNNINNNGGGG!!! WHY ME?!!
i dont want to sit arnd and growfat. everyone says it'd take months to recover. time is not on my side...
10/24/2005 07:44:00 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005literally 'arm-breaking'. yeap HC open hse today. had to like set up booths, paint banner(2 days ago) and pump new balls. i played squash for the very FIRST time today!! oh my god it's soooooo fun lahhhh!!!! i'm like sort of addicted to it today. didnt even play vball when cheryl they all asked me too lor, only played awhile with chunli shimin and some other non-vballers.
i played 6, yes approximatelySIX hours of squashtoday. i'm mad lah. my right arm is going to explode and fall off any moment. and i'm super tired!!!!!! i think i'll just like die during trng tmr. confirm.
ohh and i got C D E O, gp pass and B3 for chinese overall. yayy. glad to be promoted. =))
10/21/2005 09:24:00 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005demoralising. this has by far been the WORST training after promos(not tt we had alot of trngs though). everything is like screwed up!! my first ball, my spike, and even my service! what the hell am i doing?! eff. this is the first time i feel like giving up...
-sigh-
10/20/2005 10:00:00 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005Cirque Du Soleil Quidam: a nameless passer-by, a solitary figure lingering on a street corner, a person rushing past. It could be anyone, anybody. Someone coming, going, living in our anonymous society. A member of the crowd, one of the silent majority. The one who cries out, sings and dreams within us all. This is the "Quidam" that Cirque du Soleil is celebrating... i watched Quidam by Cirque Du Soleil this aftnn(4pm). my mom got free tickets from her friend who works with the circus(and no. my mom's friend is NOT e clown.) yayy!! how cool is that to work with the circus lah!! u'll get to travel arnd the world and i guess it'd be even cooler if u're one of the performers on stage!! do u know, the performers have like a nutritionist to prepare their food diet and the young performers have like teachers to teach them within the circus so they dont go to school?!! how cool is that!!! then they can spend like most of their time training.. wah if only i can do tt. xD
-gushes-
my bro was late and we got locked out for 10mins cos the show started. =\ tsk. so we kinda missed the first part of the show. then when we finally got in, my bro actually dozed off during some parts of the show lah!! WAHLAU!! really wanna make us late and then sleep during the show. rawwrrr!!! i was freakin' irritated. really got so tired.. cant understand lor. x\
moreover, the show was like much to interesting to sleep!! i thinkQuidam is supernice!!the best part wasnt the acrobatic stuff but the music. i looovvvveee the music! its in french(i think) and obviously i dont understand. but sometimes it's because u dont understand tt's why it's seems so much more enchanting and alluring. haha!
__wants__ to go up on stage when i get my olvl results stay in hcjc
grow taller (2cm more will do)
have a nice toned tummy 3As A2 for A'levels
improve on my vball skills recover from my ankle injury A'division National Volleyball Girls Champion 2006